My story may be a lot like yours. I am part of the human collective and so are you. My previous version of this page was quite extensive and I realized – everyone has their own story. Suffice to say, after a huge edit – here is the synopsis. If you want to know more, ask.
Having been a hypnotist for 20+ years, my story begins with BDSM. My subs would often comment they would reach subspace even before play. I created an atmosphere that was relaxing and inviting (candles, incense, low music). As they knelt, blindfolded and naked, I would sit behind them speaking quietly, in almost a whisper, relaxing them with my voice.
Where do I stand regarding BDSM and hypnosis now? I now feed off my subjects when they reach subspace. I see myself as a catalyst between the cosmos and my subjects so they sense what I feel and see.
I use creative visualization and different methods to take them into the truest and purist trance they can experience. Ds is a part of me, so it naturally does come out during a session.
When I am asked, ‘what type of sub are you looking for?’ I simply answer, ‘those who need me will find me,’ and since opening myself up to the cosmos like this, I have engaged with an even more broader audience than ever before.