Then with that most basic control in place, She deepened it. Brought me in further with Her personal phone and in-person hypnosis. She expanded Her control over my whole mind and body. She knew i wanted it. More and more i wanted it. i chose Her. At least i like to think that, but i really know She chose me. She was always in control.
Though I am posting this on Thursday, dang it. It may still be new to some of you. This was premiered yesterday on my youtube channel. “Monkey Mind” is more a meditative file than hypnotic but you may experience a light trance. The monkey mind is the mind that won’t quit; thinks all the time,… Continue Reading
She insisted I kneel before her, naked with my head down, to tell her how and why I disobeyed her. I always push her. Is that the same as disobeying her? Hell, I didn't know. I knew she could tell me. She would tell me what to do and I should do whatever she said. Why did I push? Did I disobey? Really?
I felt so close to Her. Felt Her in my mind. Felt good in my mind. Felt good to do what She wanted. Yes, to submit is to obey. Obey Her. My submission transitioned into more. Into deeper senses. It went into wanting to do what She wanted. My mind dwelled on trying to understand what She wanted of me. I kept going back and doing all i could on Her site.
Arthur had been a regular client of mine for about three months. He was a transgender, taking a regimen of hormones and seeing a psychologist regularly and with whom I worked in conjunction with whenever the need arose. He was due to have SRS
Driven - my latest video uploaded to my youtube channel, now also available as mp3!
The sound of her voice reaches something very deep inside of me. She's been working a lot lately but I call her anyway. I know she has to work, but I can't help myself. I have to hear her voice. She must think I'm silly. Even worse, she'll think I'm strange. I don't understand it. I've been hypnotized before and it's been great, but with her it's so much mor